(Creative writing rough draft!) i try again my new fitness goal soon ! , i am not sure what day yet but very soon !, i think it maybe help a little to combat unnatural manmade stress of trying to exist despite malevolent artificially manmade hellscaped boobytrapped terraformed cloudseeded nightmareseeded barbaric brainpoacher neurowarfare neuroapocalypse psyops society of high tech low conscience unknown abuseofpower groups that unjustly orchestrate discriminate against the peaceful misunderstood underdogs awesome individuals! , the wild dark horses ! through new fitness goal breakthroughs!, ,maybe getting better at fitness maybe could help feel slightly better ! , Also i think Chinese New Year maybe February 17 ?, i think it is Year of the Fire Horse !